Why am I lonely?
I heard the thoughts say.
Why am I lonely,
day after day?
In times long forgotten,
the world was an egg.
My purpose was foreign;
a big empty keg.
The smile would not leave me.
My smile would not dare.
Sorrows and heartbreak,
but I did not care.
Careless but cautious.
Life was a joy.
I cried in despair,
for breaking a toy.
But all of my toys,
are up on the shelf.
Fun is restricted.
Now please hate yourself.
You’re worthless, a wreck.
Much to despise.
Time to wake up Emil.
Time to arise.
Rise with the rooster.
Cock-a-doodle-doo.
Think life’s bad?
Are those tears, boohoo?
For once, be quiet!
I’m tired of your hate.
Emil, I’m bound to you.
Embrace your fucking fate.
My fate is my purpose.
The egg’s on a wall.
I’m addicted to pain.
Now watch it fall!
The wall and the egg,
the roosters and men.
Can all my pieces,
come together again?
You know the solution.
You know the cure.
Please stop talking!
Weakling. Endure!
You’ve always been broken.
I’ve opened your eyes.
Look in the mirror.
Much to despise.
Nobody loves you.
Nobody cares.
Too broken for love.
Unfit for repairs.
I know what I’ve done.
My curse I have cast,
onto my sister;
The ghosts of my past.
And now she is suffering.
Suffered my pain.
It’s my fucking fault!
I am her bane.
That’s why you’re lonely.
Frightened, insane.
That’s why, you do,
deserve all that pain.
You’re right, I deserve it.
Torture and wrath.
The death of the author.
Hate is your path!
A blade is a brush.
I’m the blank page.
The sick tabula rasa,
filled with red rage.
I rage against the light,
the dying and the dead.
But your rage is pointless.
GET IT OUT OF MY HEAD!
Out of my mind!
You know you’re too weak.
Somebody, help me!
I spit on you, FREAK!
No, no, no, no,
this can’t be it.
Trust me, it is,
you pathetic little shit.
My life is a cat,
and I am its prey.
But I am the cat,
forever astray.
Why am I lonely?
I heard myself say.
I answered that question.
Day after day.
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